words from a drunk friend.

"i love my friends. some of them maybe a bit too much at times, but that is ok. i mean no harm and i do no harm. i am harmless, you all know that.

i don't like myself very much. but sometimes it seems like maybe some other people do a bit, so that's ok. i am ok."

i don't know. it speaks to me. i feel dreadful. bad nap + bad job + bad food = bad lukey.

frank.

i'm in a really FOUL mood. people showing me sympathy or friendly comfort isn't helping because it's making me sadder. BOOOOOO.
i am so glad i'm such an optimistic person.

oiwhat.

i am not looking forward to this weekend. 9-5 saturday & sunday and then no idea when i'm going back to see my friends or joey. bad times. might be worth starting to look for a new job soon.

i've come back home and i'm starting to resent it already. maybe it's not the home that's the problem, maybe i am just sososososo sick of living under the thumb of people. i need my own place.

had a pretty fantastic fucking week. aside from the obvious downs of dramararara (which thankfully are over now, as far as i know!) it was amazing. it felt like a goodbye though. i love my friends.

i feel a bit sad and lonely and very, very displaced. hopeful? maybe. but not really happy. sort of MELANCHOLY. ah well.
life goes on and all that jazz.



p.s i saw over 6 people today in Tesco with full or half tattoo sleeves. feels like a sign.