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"it won't solve the problem."
I HEAR THAT.

i feel quite sad. i miss joey and josh and laurenne and caitlin and everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i miss days. quite forward to being back in college though sort of maybe how is this going to work out i wish i was Blindfold.

"i can see that you're not beside me."

i miss thursday. cider and sunshine and picnics on the common and frisbee and friends and i miss swimming in the sea because it was cold and the cold felt good with my friends.

i do not miss making plans that will never happen. i am already starting to miss everyone and i haven't left yet. i don't know if i will leave.
i sort of hope so but i sort of hope not.
i don't knowwww.

words from a drunk friend.

"i love my friends. some of them maybe a bit too much at times, but that is ok. i mean no harm and i do no harm. i am harmless, you all know that.

i don't like myself very much. but sometimes it seems like maybe some other people do a bit, so that's ok. i am ok."

i don't know. it speaks to me. i feel dreadful. bad nap + bad job + bad food = bad lukey.