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i just feel so boring and useless and dumb. my hair is a mess and i miss joey. one day i am going to surround myself in people i love and that love me where i won't be under the thumb in whatever living situation i'm in. so sick of being in between homes (and) living with parental units. it makes me so grouchy and unsociable. i am going to live in a place where i can cover the walls in pictures of 50s movie stars and models and films i love and pictures that just SPEAK to me y'know? i would love to cover my body in tattoos. i would love my skin to be a canvas. i think i might start planning a sleeve. i should start getting ready for the dreaded commute. bye.